I understand that your situation is probably complicated, and it is not always convenient to share details on the forum. I had a friend who was also looking for an Asylum lawyer, he found one who specializes in asylum issues. This lawyer approaches the case very competently, helps with documents, and understands all the legal subtleties. I am sure that he will be able to help you, as well as many others. Try not to worry, I think with the right help everything will be solved!